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Hello,
I currently weigh 140 pounds....im extremely unhappy. Im about 5'5, and I am usually always depressed. I have sadly aquired a drug use problem...and whats even sadder is ..that i am now addicted..the only reason I started was to be thin. I have never been happy with my weight...I am desperately hoping that once i get to my short term goal weight of 125..i will be. The highest weight ive ever been is 150...the lowest is 130...within the past 2 years at least. Im hoping for a lot of support..i have been reading these journals for a while t see if this is for me..and everyone seems so supportive of eachother I had to come here. I was borderline ana for 2 years...and i have been ana for probbaly 2 as well. My weight wouldnt show proof of that.
I hope to get closer to all of you. thanks for listening.
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